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The Talking Tree Part 2 October 14, 2009

Posted by Crazy Mermaid in Delusions, ESP, Hallucinations, mental illness.
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Talking with a Tree wasn’t like talking to a human. It was much more intuitive. I didn’t  hear the voices of trees like I heard peoples’ voices when we talked via ESP. This was on a much grander scale. Pure thought.  Conveyed from his soul to mine.

As I started to “probe” his soul- for lack of a better word- I quickly realized that he- and I don’t know why I knew it was a “he”- knew more about everything than I did.

Impossible! How can an inanimate object know more than I do?

By using all sources of information.

But you can’t go anywhere. You can’t learn anything. That’s impossible.

Knowledge is everywhere. It’s all around us.  Trees- and almost everything else for that matter- live- really LIVE- outside your three dimensions.  Only humans- and many dogs- make exclusive use of only three. And you didn’t even pick the best three.

What are you talking about?

Look beyond three dimensions. Open up your mind.  Stretch. A Tree stretches to the sky. You stretch to the sky too.

I don’t know how, but I knew exactly what he meant.  I stood there in front of that tree, stretching my consciousness out as far as I could. Reaching…reaching…reaching.  As I reached out, the Tree’s energy flowed to me.  Ancient history. Billions of years. Not in pictures, but in thought.

You…Understand?…

I’m trying to. The energy surged through to my brain. Billions of thoughts, all simultaneous, pushing themselves into my consciousness.

I can help you…with your task from God. I am helping already.

I broke the connection. I had to pull away from all that energy. It was frying my brain.

God: Too much.

Me: Too much.

God: Try again.

I stretched my mind, plugging into the Tree’s soul once again.  This time I knew what to expect. I was ready for it, having fastened a kind of defense mechanism into my brain. Kind of like a circuit breaker.

Better?…Let’s try again…

My finger had been plugged into a light socket- or at least that’s what I thought at first. I saw the past. The present. And a little glimmer of the future. All at once.  The term “mind-blowing” came to mind.

You think in pictures. Here’s a picture of your soul. A shiny white light, cross-shaped, appeared in my mind.  This time no picture.  Better, yes?And then, the picture was gone, replaced by an explosion of energy. I had to unplug again. Before I lost my mind.

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1. Serial Insomniac - October 16, 2009

Thanks for sharing this. I know this is an anonymous blog, but I can imagine it takes a lot of guts to share something as personal as this experience. Although (to date, anyway) I haven’t experienced anything quite of this nature, what you’ve written is a helpful reminder that those of us that experience delusions or hallucinations are not alone. Thanks again 🙂

Crazy Mermaid - October 16, 2009

Thanks for the support. I only share this stuff so that friends and family can get a glimpse of what a delusion looks like, and so that other mentally ill people can realize, like you, that they’re not alone. This stuff is going in my book in a slightly different form.


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